”What am I doing to myself?’’ my enraged soul shouted in dire silence.
Sometimes you get numb that you can’t even express your anger well. You simply keep on staring at your computer screen while doing nothing. It is so annoying when you do not have a motive in your life. This moment turns out to be the worst when you do not have any one to clear your throat. Most of us have gone through this situation at some point in time in our lives. Hope is a small but very powerful word that helps in bringing the best out of anything, so when you lose hope you lose everything. After crying & cursing, my subconscious mind started functioning and directed me to ‘let the hate flow through’.
The big question is how to change this scenario into a win-win situation. First of all, let us understand the recipe of success. It requires perseverance, energy and a clear aim. At this point in time, at least you have two major ingredients of this recipe i.e. perseverance & energy. Perseverance, because despite going through all difficult situations you are still in the race and want to move ahead, so a little push in any direction will be sufficient for you. And energy, because you are full of anger and this is also a kind of energy, a negative one though. You just have to channelize it into the right direction.
Remember, ‘’It rains hardest on those who know how to create their own sunshine’’, all you need is a strong zeal & proper planning. Use your time & energy wisely and work hard to chase your dream. This is what I have decided now. I am feeling better now and trying to recalibrate myself. These petty things cannot hold my soaring ambitions 🙂 🙂